Lightning rod

WOW. 5 revelations in one service? Amazing. What most inspiring to me is that Pastor Stephan Munsey is an awesome actor.. if He can do it.. Father so can i! Looks like God has shown me a man who surrenders really his gifts and talents all to God. I want to do likewise.

What is wrong with me! Why am i so hectic..

Friday- we had an amazing amazing Men's meeting, and we talked about one of the topics that most men don't want to address, and that is sexual purity. Which is one very very important topic that is in our life. Straight after, Charles and i discussed the future plans for the male connect groups in our sub-zone. :) pretty awesome, my tongue was so tired but i still felt i could talk so much more. Rivers of living water JUST CONTINUED FLOWING in my spirit man after a spirit led service! haha! We learned about the 'Ema-lamb principal' and it has really really made a huge impact on my life. :)

Saturday- I cant imagine i was so restless.. what a wasted day.. the only good thing i did was have math tuition.. PLUS A SUPER GOOD QUIET TIME HAHA :D


Sunday(today)- came home straight after svc... i guess God took it fr real when i said that i wanted more tribulations :) thank u Father! haha...
well, it was so nice of my mum to wake up so early fr me. And even though i had a cake fr breakfast, she still felt it wasnt enough.. and she started cooking noodles fr me! so nice of her.. but when i was going to leave the house.. she asked me the question of what time i was going to return home.. next thing i knew.. i was in a difficult spot of reasoning with my mum. I really praise God because God has really increase my capacity fr patience through my members. And the thought that my mother did not have spiritual eyes so she couldnt see how church- related activities were so important to me.. Thus, i went to svc with a burdened heart and a tired body.

And now.. the BUT GOD FACTOR COMES IN :)
Krystle once told me, that whenever the devil comes and makes yr morning bad. God'll make the svc 10 times better.
AND PRAISE GOD it was :)
Pastor preached about Scandalon (if its how its being spelt) it means offenses. And wow, i was simply blown away by the svc. I dont know how to elaborate further! But really! it was by far the BEST SVC I'VE BEEN TO THIS YEAR :)

Exams are this week.. What on earth am i doing!??! i havent even touched my books.. ahh.. Father i know that even though i'm actively serving You, all things will fall into place! Lord, i need a lightning rod in my life. Please show me one Father.

Lord, i lift my brokeness to You, my heart is heavy, my soul is miserable with the things in my life! May all things fall in place for Your love!