Of the whole week, today was the most emotionally, physically stretching day of all :)
But i will still end this week.. with a smile. I guess forcing a smile out of yr face is sometimes the hardest. But when u hear God. You just have to smile. Yes i'm tired, yes i'm disappointed. But i have to look past all of those to embrace and see something totally new. :)

Met Zhenni today.. it was so hectic.. i ran all the way frm orchard to a bus stop.. the one after fareast so that i can catch 2 buses, either 16 or number 5.. in e end :O Just when i thought it was safe to walk slowly.. 16 came rushing in.. And i just ran.. wah.. my top speed really fast leh.. i compared to a car next to me, i was ON par with it!!

Then went home.. mum was angry.. she mistaken that i was going to run then return home.. but she still let me go anyway.. so i changed.. and oh man. I just called Zhenni." Zhenni can u meet me at tiong bahru plaza!"

Worst part is.. I didnt take my phone with me.. and i didnt tell Zhenni the exact place to MEET! So i was telling God.. God, tell her meet at the Old chang kee and i ran over all the way to tiong .. and HAH! she was just there when i was talking to some youth people..

Ahh, the youth people, interesting interesting people. Youths on fire fr God... Wanting to touch th people and show them the love of God in a non religious way. Ahh, i felt so happy, though i cant remember what church they come from, the moment i saw them approach me.. i knew they were Christians :) Light of God shining thru them! HAHA, and yes, they touched people who were once Buddhist and.. wow, they're really amazing! :)

Then we went jogging.. Zhenni! Yr a good runner!

Anyway.. To sum up the day, i dont want to end every single post this week with something negative :) I know i only do it when i'm really down But then.. this is no blog about some emo person.. If not, It'll just be called "Emo blog" Not.. blogspot.. And the reason why people are calling me emo in school though i am so hyper? Hmmn.. maybe is because of the emo posts. So i must really push myself to stop talking negative!

Homework is.. never ending, honestly. Its really impossible. I remember asking Gerald. "Gerald, how on earth do u cope with studies and connect group.. and.. So many other things!"
The amazing man of God said, "You dont. You let God do it, must really pray lor, cannot rely on yr own strength because it is really really impossible" Wah.. that man, W417! U guys have a really awesome brother!

Lord, i cant do it anymore God i give up, You do it. I need help in them, God give me that consuming fire once again that is unquenchable that will stir up those that are dead..