HOP hop HOP

haha... i'm so sad that this has to become my first sad post... i'll try my best not to make it as bad. Haha =D

first!! i'm gonna talk abt my english paper!! darn... today no mood la... then i kinda didnt do my best for english paper.. but either way!! i believe that God will do everything =)

o and i kinda juz had a revelation.

I juz realised how bad the world really is. Sometimes we always say Praise De Lord. But the thing is whether we really mean it? it has really been such a cliche in my school
whenever a team wins, they always say Glory to God, Thanks be to God. but once assembly's over, they act in the wrong way. Hypocrite might be the word to use. but its kinda harsh. Its really beginning to become so visible that this school has fallen to the devil's hands these few years. But i believe its time to build God's rightful kingdom up again. Its really amazing how shaun can continue shinning for God... I really wish i could hav faith's like his.
ahh.... sometimes i really feel like its myself that is doing this alone. And its really taken its toll on me. But its really God that has kept me going so far, if not i would hav died long ago. And I believe God can do great things for me in the future. i am very certain of it. He rocks and nothing can take that away.

whats really going on with this school... could it be a coincidence?
Shaun said that only a Revival came around this year only. Could it have been a coincidence that i brought the barker harvest?
the day i got saved was the day that a seed was planted in barker?
could it be possible? but God.. hear my cry...
why is my family like that.... Why cant i serve u more..