Birthday.

Ahh.. i havent blogged in a while, so i've loads of things to write..
but then again.. i wld like to express the feelings i feel of the world and its people today.

So.. i'm starting off with something sad today BUT! HAPPY THINGS ALWAYS COME LAST!! HAHAAHH

i'll try to make it nt so stressful..
So i've been going through a really tough time these few days... or rather months? and to actually count it.. its been 3 months to be exact. We actually started our school, study curriculum like last week and it was only then that i realized how much we as Children of God NEED to depend on God. I know of Christians tat were really on fire fr Jesus but their fire died down because they did not :
1. Heed the calling of God.
2. Plan their time correctly ( tat means placing God first )

Now i really admire how big Isaac and Ajay's capactiy is. When i took over their connect grp's i thought that " hey! their capacity is really huge" but then this year, as i start on triple science. I now know that hey! their capacity... is REALLY REALLY ULTRA HUGE! Because they can both handle their school life, work AND their church responsibilities so perfectly! i talked to Gerald yesterday and one thing he told me tat really impacted me is this :" We have to rely on God, really rely on Him, if not, we'll really die"

i felt this sentence really applicable in my life. Yes we do rely on Jesus fr our problems, but do we rely on Him fr EVERYTHING!!! PHILIPIANS 4:13 - I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENGTHENS ME.

In other words... We do it unto Him and Him alone! Helping a teacher, doing our homework! it is all to serve Him and Him alone! :) But the words "through Christ" means that we keep God in our hearts, minds, and everything done in prayer!

This i've learned from Julie. Many thanks Bully xie :)


Next topic! Is once again.. i've to really.. really stress the topic of the people in this world again.
ahh... I'm not pointing names. But as i start of this year, I know that its an amazing class. But one thing i cannot stand about some people. And that is being a hypocrite. Tell me, how does this sound to u? let me give u the scenario. person A and B.

A is a really nice boy, a nice character. Never shouts out or complains when he is wrongly accused.

B on the other hand, is somewhat a popular guy. He acts all gangster. Just to get attention. Somewhat good looking boy. Hangs out with sports ppl. A typical guy tat girl juz wants to get their hands on.

Tell me whether this is fair?

Everyday, for the last two years, B comes up to A, and just because A has a nice character. B takes advantage of tat, to show the world he is a gangster. And B bullies A. B pushes, scolds vulgarities. A does nothing and just holds on to the criticism. After the day, B goes to A quietly and apologises, asking A to be B's friend again.

In our school, i dont know why on earth, do the boys have a stupid mentality tat:
being GANGSTER = COOL
i know i was like that last time. But now, i find it really lame and immature.

Tell me? Is this fair? Is B even considered to be deemed as a person? To me, i find these the lowest type of people in this world. Hypocrisy, backstabbing friend in the back? i learned in bible study lesson. just by talking bad about someone, u dont destroy the person yr talking bad about. The people tat are actually the one talking bad, is the one that is getting himself destroyed, Just by getting that few minutes of anger out, you are destroying your inner soul, which is your inner self.

Hahaaa... Now on to greater and funn things!
Today's my birthday. Haha.. Thank you everyone who made this day... the bestest birthday i ever had in my life!

Every year, i dont look forward to my birthday. Because its the day that i always get disappointed most. It was either tat my parents will celebrate it wrongly, or my friends simply just.. forget.. hhahahaa.... Maybe its because i never told anyone! but.. haha...

today was really really amazing.. Because the O's are released today. I thought my brother's results will overshadow my birthday! which really did in the end! :)

But i thought my day was juz gonna end with helping out in drama.. and back to studying.. But.. ahh.. Julie, Matthew, Ambrose, Evelina, Anlynn, Rita, Darren. U ALL SUPRISED ME REALLY.. ahh..

this led me to thinking what did i ever do in this world, that God has to reward me with such an amazing cg i really have. You guys are really awesome! And even though i send an individual sms.. i still wanna say how much i love yu guys!!

Ambrose - First and always first! Again, i will say. You are the man that makes the impossible, THE POSSIBLE!! let us replay the scene
Ruiyuan :" Ahh... nvm.. my day is already bad how bad can it be"
Ambrose:" Eh dude.. today's yr birthday! Can u stop thinking abt it until at least the end of the day! Yr supposed to be happy!"
Ruiyuan:" U tell me.. how can i be happytoday when its really a messed up day.. its impossible"
Ambrose:" O trust me i CAN"

Ambrosee!! ahh!! thank you... fr really making this day and amazing day fr me.. I really appreciate it!

Rita!! - ahaha Cheesecake!! :D many thanks fr sacrificing so much fr me! i can see it all :)
Yr keys, Yr tired hands, yr sleep. U gave it up all fr me! thank you! i'm really touched by it. And sorry fr being blurer than u today!! i never use 3g phone b4 so.. haha!! thank you! i'm really amazed and grateful. And it is u tat contributed to making this one of my best birthdays... Thank you!! :)

Anlynn!! - yes sister anlynn, u do deserve a placing here. Like YES OBVIOUSLY!!
Thank you... Though u've been really silent today, Thank you fr making the time here. Yr really nice and thank you fr coming!! :) You've always been so supportive towards me and thank you!! ahhh!!! though it was kinda a bad idea to bring u into barker... :( !! ( GLARES AT RITA, STOP SELLING HER OFF TO BARKER GUYS! )
thank you!! you've really made my day :) you made a big impact in my life btw! :)

Evelina!! - Hahaa... princess princess princess... i know i've sent u a sms! but still! i wanna say this! thks so much fr coming today! And yr always so funny! your one of the people i can count on the be HIGHH mans :D HAHAAA!! thank you fr making me so happy today!! :)


Darren!! - DON WANA TALK ABT U LA!! juz grow my flower and STOP HARRASING ME IN CHURCH AND SCHOOL!! I'M A LITTLE TOO SMALL =( i know u very BUFF.. next time.. u wanna show me some MEN love.. go lighter on me =(
haha!! thank you :)

Matthew!- i know u may never read this.. but i'll make it short and sweet cuz i already have a card to pass to yu :) hahaa!! you play soccer very skillfully! even better than me cuz i'm off form.. but still!! nice play!! i appreciate yr efforts together with igx and CHANDRA to corrupt my mind!! but.. HAHAHAA u guys failed :) thks fr always standing by me... and protecting me in every single problem i faced in my christian walk. God was my Strength and my shield. But you, are physically the shield tat was protecting me every single time. If i had a choice to make anyone a sibling of mine, it will be to make u one of my brothers man :)

Krystle!!- Yr the V.I.P!! hahaa!! oh man! i really love the present u've given me! even though the video call was 3 minutes... i dont know how long u suffered in that staircase alone! but i know it was... err... scary! :D yea, though i walk thru the staircases of the shadow of death! i will fear NO EVIL For Your security guards tat u call will rescue me! I'm really so sorry tat i caused u to be locked in tat staircase! thank you fr every encouragement u've given me the past year! And now, i really want to giv my all to th cell grp! SO LET ME HAVE THE HONOuR OF BOOKING THE WHOLE SECTION FR THE BARKER HARVEST THIS YEAR!! NOT 50, NOT 60, NOT 70, BUT 100! NOT 1 BUS BUT 6 BUSES!! ( tat was frm Rita ) But KRYSTLE!! I BELIEVE WE CAN!! Thank you! fr everything! :)


Julie!! - Whoever who desires to be first will be last in the kingdom of God! so i decided to put u last in this thank you message!! :) ahh.. i really dont know what to say really! ( yr 5 page long letter is on de way!) erm... well.. She loves me... She loves me NOT =( she loves me =D SHE LOVES ME NOT... SHE LOVES ME!! hahaa... kidding... :) u know i've a lot to say, but i cant! thank you fr always making my day shine. Thank you fr always clearing the sadness away. You thank God fr me... but i think.. tat it is really God who has really blessed me with a best friend like you!! triple science stress!! lets do it!! =D CHASE A THOUSAND AMENN?!?! =D
ALL THINGS THRU PRAYER AND GOD ALONE AMEN!!! =)


Other thanks

Ling hui- hahaa... hey cow!! this is the year of the COW TOO!! =D
hhaa.. oh man.. Thank you so much! i really dont know what to say man!! but u really blow my mind! tat was a 6 pages long birthday message! and i dont even know how on earth do u type tat long! i tried it before but i failed! U gotta teach me! i certainly do hope i didnt make u exceed yr phone bills =O thank you so so so MUCH!! ahh!! i really dont deserve such a hyper sister like you!! hahaa! i'm NO IDIOT!! :)

Jolyn- Mei mei!! hahaa!! Thank you really! fr making me fit into the cell grp so easily! i dont know what else to say but thank you! The previous year has really an amazing year! Thank you fr everything! frm the card to making me hyper! From claiming tat i'm blur in bible study classes to hopping in kap! Enthusiasm is really addicting amen?!?! so let us ENTHU EVERYONE ARND us amen!??! :) THank you! And all the best fr yr school's prayer meeting! I'm very sure that every single christian school will hav a revival!! christian SCHOOL REVIVAL!! :) Thank you so so so much! :)

i dont know what else to say. If i left you out.. doesnt mean i dont love you! its just tat its getting late, and i really have to go and do my qt now! :) Thank you all fr making my 15th birthday an unforgetable one.. i'm really in debt to u all! :)