Turned down.

Not going for churchwide bible study today.. and then.. i just turned nicholas down. We were suppose to have lunch together, then meet bryan fong at 4 to discuss a biology project. Turn them all down. If i told mum that i'll be going out.. oh man, she wld be really disappointed.
Mama asked me:" Are u going out today?"
Ruiyuan:" Nope, turned my friends down"
Mama:"Why? Arent u suppose to be out today?" (Churchwide bible study)
Ruiyuan:"Been out too much, want to stay at home the whole day"

Then and there, a smile came over her face. Oh man, everything's a sacrifice. I will never know whether God wanted me to attend today's bible study, because every church meeting is important. I'll never know whether i'll be like Isaiah.. seeing the Lord high and lifted up. But i know one thing is for sure, my parents salvation, its more important than anything in this world man.

So i guess i'll be staying home today! Studying, finishing my homework, prayer, gym... Won't u care to spend sometime with a bunny? :)