Gosh.. unfruitful today.. hai.. i guess i'm too shack.. i gotta get rid of it.. as soon as possible.. i must get back on track! Ahh!! Must do well in exams.. I must. I must.

Jesus has placed me in a place of a king, in a place of authority to change this school to start the barker revival.. i cant die. Not now. Not now.. I must push on

my hearts heavy and burdened and i'm just sitting alone in e room singing I just want You..
There seems to have no roads, no roads that branch out from this dark place. and i'm stuck in nowhere. God.. wont u light this path? I want no one just You.. just You.. just You God no one else.. just You..

God it hurts... what do we from here?